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Tuesday, February 18, 2014


Surprise ahhh yes it is a surprise to me too methinks! A post.... oohlala. And a year later at that... So much has happened in the last year! Truly I'm not even sure where to begin anymore. I guess the best I can do is update you on the current events of me and not bother with the rest :) Three months ago I moved from beautiful Ohio to the middle of the usa... Kansas. Yes why would you ever leave Ohio for KANSAS everyone here asks. Lol. And than I kinda do this little chuckley thing . Really I myself am not exactly zure why but currently I am a cna at Bethel Home in Montezuma, Kansas. A very small town in western kansas. BH ( as I will most likely commonly refer to it ) is a long term care facility cor the elderly... guess I personally like that a bit better than the term of hursing home lol... and it is quite a lovely place to work at too I must say. :) I love my job and I love my residents... how awesome is that :) I am now. Year older ... 20 and in my 21st year.. ackkkk how scary is that I think but hey somehow I manage to stay sane and it works quite grandly . I find it intriguing that no matter how much older I get I still feel like that 18 year old me. I hVe a black honda civic coupe now and it has the amazing name of ... Beezus. After beezus and ramona uou see... hehe rather cute I admittedly think ;) ahh me this is a rather strange little post I must say but nonetheless I am rezolved to give my hand to blogging once again... whether anyone reads this I have no clue. But quite honestly... I dont really even care :) Its just a nice outlet for all those thoughts that never get out otherwise so comment if u still come here... and if I am alone here thN I will blog quits happily :) adios till next time!!!

A ps...nexcuse odd words or letters.. I have yet to get a legit keyboard for my tablet yet so it does odd things every now and than.. :)

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Please sign this...

this is a true petition from a church family... please take the time to review.. thank you


Dear friends,
I wanted to let you know about a new petition I created on We the People, a new feature on WhiteHouse.gov, and ask for your support. Will you add your name to mine? If this petition gets 100,000 signatures by February 21, 2013, the White House will review it and respond!
We the People allows anyone to create and sign petitions asking the Obama Administration to take action on a range of issues. If a petition gets enough support, the Obama Administration will issue an official response.
You can view and sign the petition here:
Here's some more information about this petition:

Help us! Shannon Kauffman had the courage to flee a country that would not protect her 3 children from a violent father!

Incarcerated because she dared to flee, with legal passports & full custody. Shannon Kauffman, a 35 yr old mother with 3 beautiful children tried to find safety in U.S.A.. Her ex-husband who violently abused her, & mentally, emotionally, & physically abused her children. Every emergency protection order and court orders to keep him away did not work. Still he would stalk & hurt them. He is clinically diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder, psychopathic behavior, abusive alcoholism. Now she is in prison for taking her children out of the country. Her children have been sentenced to go alone, to a foster care in Canada. They are terrified they will have to contact with their father. While their loving, good mother awaits trial in a prison. We plead to keep them safe in Ky with Family.  I am her sister and Shannon is a GOOD mom She loves her children dearly. please help us. Thank you, S.H.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

And a Happy New Years!!! :)

Happppy New Years to you! :) A new year is such a happy thing. :) Truly! I mean really! A whole new fresh year that you can fill with AHmazing  new deliciously epic ( I HAD to use it ) memories! Last year was wonderful! No joke. I mean seriously. :) It had to be one of the best years of my life. So many wonderful things that happened! I got to go to Haiti for two weeks. I got to go to Saskatchewan for two weeks! I discovered how insanely amazing my friends actually are, a freaking awesome summer. :) I made so many insanely amazing friends. :) No kidn! And I can truly say that God has been with me this last year. Closer than ever before. I will also say I had the worst month of my life. I mean not to be morbid, but, I did. But in a way it was good for me. Because even though it was the worst time in my life and I did become bitter over things, it was good for me, because it helped me to see later how awesome my God is... because He could have left me in the hole I was in. Because I was bitter at Him. And I did not want to think about Him and yet... He stayed there.
    Sorry... I got off topic kindofish but.... that's that! I'm so stoked bout this next year. :) Because... I know it holds grand times for me. :) Kina scary... I am actually turning 20 this year. And that IS scary. I mean it's the end of one of the biggest most life changing phases of my life, so far. What will happen this next year, is terrifying if I dwell upon it, but really exciting at the same time. :) I can't wait....

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans
to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Just saying...

Man, right now I am in-thee-mood for butterflies and for hot summer days. I want watermelon and Oceans and such. Just saying... Plus!!!! I bought a unicorn cookie cutter the other day! :) A grand lil guy it is! I am now in the mood for unicorn cookies... :) Just saying... It's a sparkly wintry beeeyouteeful day outside and I'm sitting inside quite glad I am comfortably out of the wild snowglobe. I'm still thinking about Eragorn and Saphira and Elvish lands and such things... I got to go home from work early today, 2 1/2 hours early at that! :) But it took me an 50 minutes to get home instead of 18... the roads were so snowcovered and yick-like.  Just saying... My favorite color is still blue... and I am wondering if I can go a whole entire year without carbonated drinks like i will endeavor to come January 1. I WILL miss that Diet Coke, and the Red Bull! I am pretty stoked about going to the beach twice next year Also maybe I am kina realizing that my grammar is atrocious on this post but who cares... And I am posting with the regularity of  a Blue Hippo showing up at my door... Lol but I doooo not lack inspiration... I have a million post pilin up in my brain... And i have satisfied my craving of jellybeans for a few weeks... as I ate a ton of those yummy lil guys just yesterday... today is lovelyish in a quiet hermity kind of way... :) I is Just sayin.... thats all :) :)

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

The Christmas Story

A very wonderful Christmas to all! This Christmas has meant something different to me than other before. We all think about the beginning of the Christmas story, but what about the end? No, I am not talking about the journey back to Nazareth, but rather about the Journey to Golgotha. I have been reading the book of Matthew recently, with different eyes. It felt like I was living along with it. Watching Him grow up as a child, taking on His Father's work... I was growing closer as I watched events unfolding, one by one. The healings physical and spiritual, the miracles, the showing of infinite unmatchless Love. Than they took Him into captivity, mocked Him, SPIT on Him! They degraded Him.... the Innocent. And He took it all. Without retaliation. And than He died... and bore our sins. He BORE our sins. He took upon Himself the blame, the humiliation, the shame, the sinfulness, the wretchedness of OUR sins, and not just one persons. Take all the people who ever lived and will live, take all that sin, allll the blame, humiliating wretchedness, shame, take it all and put it together on one Man. That's what Jesus did, for me. He did it for you. As this came clearly to my eyes... I felt so unworthy. Jesus did it for me. And in turn we have the gift, The Gift of Salvation. Can I actually accept it? Can I actually receive it, the Gift of Forgiveness, Acceptance, from Him? Please do. Accept and think on the best Christmas Gift of all. On His Birth, He began to give us.... The Ultimate Gift.
To me, THIS is the Christmas Story.

Friday, December 21, 2012


ack i am so disturbed! somehow my blog totally got screwed up with the whole layout soooo this is... under construction sadly.... hope it looks right before long. laters.


*Screams and pounds head against wall* ahh yes... dramatic opening eh? In fact, it leaves you breathless... waiting for the rest of the morbid tale that is sure to follow. Alas, no morbid tale other than that I DID IT AGAIN! Yes, I did! Did what?!?!?! you say. Quietly I mutter, " Oh I just neglected my poor little blog once again. I let it get lonely. " *sigh* dramatics. But... I did scream. Inside my heart. A little while ago. Called, Monday morning....

It is a dark and dismal morning. ( In the mind of  our heroine ?! ok whatever ) The sun is not shining because (surprise surprise) it is 5 a.m. The girl awakes and sits up looking and feeling quite disheveled. After a minutes pondering she emphatically decides she will NOT get up this morning. PosiTIVELY not. Thank you very much... She smacks back against her warm pillow and closes her eyes. However, whether it is by a force of nature, or some other power she is up two minutes later getting ready to go to her job. Still feeling bedraggled and half asleep and with a severe case of pwg (pre work grouchiness) she shuffles downstairs, grabs a bagel, her lunch and is out the door. She heads to her car and turns the key in the ignition. Prepare for take off right? She takes off... only to be jarred from a dopey state of mind to a shocking awareness by the CRASSHHHHH that occurs five seconds after take off. Her reflexes are very slow this morning so it is only after the crash that she hits the break. While the crash is occuring she has this slow motion warped vision of airbags blowing up and the whole front of car smoking, thankfully, after the car has reversed and been put into park further investigation shows that only the front left bumper has been smashed in nicely. For in fact the man of the house had the parked the duramax and the trailer in the circle drive the previous evening... and in the muddled state of condition the girl had not noticed. Screams in the heart were apparent as she tripped inside to fill the folks in on the happenings.... but alls well ends well.... the folks were jus glad nothing worse happened and a very alert young lady drove to work that morning.

    Lol so that was the happenings of that morning. I was very disturbed about it for the rest of the morning but than randomly the thought occured to me later that day that, what if, perhaps, I would have drove to work in a dazed and tired state of mind, and something far worse would have happened? Made me actually half thankful... lol wow. Later dear peoples. comments are appreciated. :)